I don't think anyone really cares, but i just want to make a post explaining my circumstance. I've been coping with my bipolar... schizotypical mania for awhile now. I don't think my newly found love for Lovecraft has helped much as it made my delusions more painful. Anyways after last night i've had a really rough time, as in my ebb and flows it was the ebb. I think i want to start teaching myself animation again as a escape, i've logged back on seeing new followers and it just got me thinking, you know? I have no idea why im writing this, i feel scared and alone. Just wanted to post something i guess...
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georgefarfuridi
Not sure how to really help. I had schizophrenia too, last year, was hearing people on TV talking with me, people on youtube talking with me, hearing people in my head telling me what to do, thinking i got a radio inside my head, but i got treatment for it, which give me headaches everyday, i live with them, it sucks. What are your delusions?
GutMuncher
You're kind thank you, it's fine you can't help this was just a vent yk. To answer your questions well is complicated sorry, just the idea of reality shifting in a way i believe im a unalive inhuman falling through after lives whilst viewing others as fake less/more enlightened unalive things... as well as other stuff thats for my episodes at least... sorry if this doesn't help